erghhh, personal statements!

quite literally, it's killing me right now.
i have no idea what to write...and my deadline is on wednesday.
eeeerrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhh;;

i also managed to squash my thumb in a fridge the other day.
well, not really squash...more slammed.
did i mention it was a metal fridge as well? -_-"

i think i need to write about more interesting things.
but i have a boring life~ zzzzzzzzzzz...

oh! but i finished my biology coursework (:
shame it was only the first draft...¬_¬



"we've lost romance, this world has turned so see through."

i've got about 2 hours to kill...

just for a meeting...¬_¬

i could've gone home early and just relaxed...but now i'm sitting in the LRC attempting to do my coursework.
yep, the same one i've been complaining about ALL summer..>_<

and i have to work tonight ):
i really can't be bothered..but at least i have tomorrow off!
and i'll be using that time to DO MY COURSEWORK.
if i don't...well, i'll be doomed.


so...end of the second week back at school..i guess it's okay.
still think i could've done with a longer sumer though;;
then again, who doesn't?


"Compaction is directly affected by field machine weight, tire size and tire inflation pressure."
i think i've read the same sentence about a thousand times now..
it's driving me mad;;


"if nothing else, i'll think the bells inside have finally found you someone else and that's okay, cos i'll remember everything you sang."

it's the end of summer holidays..):

and i really don't want to go back...

i've stupidly left my biology coursework to the last minute.
and now i'm stressing.
my bad..>_<

i actually have no idea what i'm writing for it either...

i really hope my timetable is better than last year as well!



but yeah.
i'm not looking forward to tomorrow ):


"that's what you get when you let your heart win."

i have a new haircut (:

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
i almost had a heartattack with the amount of hair that just fell in my lap...
but hey, it's okay!





[xD i love Leanne (:]






haha, i look like an idiot (:

aaghhhh...): back to school on tuesday...
a whole load of biology coursework to do...
and still zero motivation.

damn.

"could you wave goodbye to sun? the sea, the stars, the waves, the tide?"

i'm gonna make it mine.

i got my results...BCDE.
let's not talk about that though!

i went to Brighton today (:
and i realised something.
or more, i've pictured myself somewhere other than here in London.

i know it sounds...pathetic.
i think i'd like to go to a university by the coast. provided i get the grades of course.
i'd like to live by the sea...there's something about it..
it seems so appealing, and i have to admit, i do love the sea..even if i can't swim! xD

maybe i'll just stay there, too. city life gets boring quite quickly.
silly me for not taking any pictures today >_<


"and i, i had a feeling that i belonged. and i, i had a feeling i could be someone."

dancing is my remedy.

i'm terrified.
genuinely terrified.


it's results day tomorrow.
i feel like hiding under a rock.
a massive boulder, preferably.

i am quite liking Yasmin's 'we'll hide in a cave with a bear' option though;;
which has now been named 'operation CUDDLE'. this girl's a genius (:

at this point in time, i'm slightly confused..why the sudden change of heart?
for the last week or so, you didn't speak to me at all, and when i tried to talk to you..it seemed like you just couldn't be bothered with me.
don't get me wrong, i 'm glad you're talking to me..even if it is just 'how are you?'
it seems so stupid. it IS so stupid. why am i wasting my time on you?
there are so many questions that i need answering. and i'll bet you can't even answer one of them.
oh, but i miss you.
"yeah you can try but i find the antidote, music is the cure."

i am a meerkat (:

i'm amazzeedd!
i'm actually awake, and it's 10am;; go me! haha xD

going out in about an hour or so to see a film with Anitaz and Hannah (:
should be a good dayy ^_^

~~~

i'm feeling quite nervous about results on Thursday though..
like, makes you want to hurl kinda nervous.
meeting Leanne in the morning though;; so we're gonna freak out all the way to school!
good luck to anyone who might be near us, you'll be getting an earful of:

'AAAGGGHHHHHHHH!!!! WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?!?!?! I'M GONNA DIEEEEEEEEE T_T'

in other words: stay away from any chinese girls looking quite stressed.