rainy, rainy days...

i haven't blogged in a while, so i thought i would now (:

i think my last post was before i'd even had my first exam...
and now results are in FIVE DAYS! aaaaggghhhhhhhh T_T

anyway;; so i've had a busy summer...and been out waayyyy too much
but it's been fun! and the weather was nice...until now.

went to Morden Hall Park for a picnic for Leanne's birthdayyy:



nomnom! ^^ and...


hehehe~ Stephanie will kill me if she sees i've put this up..

and then to Folkestone:

:D




i love this (: however, my brother fell into the sea about 5 seconds after the last photo xD

however, between all the outings, i've been doing a bit of moving to our new apartment!
i don't have any photos of the place..but i did catch my brother having (his version of) a staring match with the tv;;



haha (:

just one more picture...

*scoff*

oh, i've also had this song stuck in my head:

i love WongFu & KevJumba!

hope you're having a great summer too!

i'm gonna make it mine.

i got my results...BCDE.
let's not talk about that though!

i went to Brighton today (:
and i realised something.
or more, i've pictured myself somewhere other than here in London.

i know it sounds...pathetic.
i think i'd like to go to a university by the coast. provided i get the grades of course.
i'd like to live by the sea...there's something about it..
it seems so appealing, and i have to admit, i do love the sea..even if i can't swim! xD

maybe i'll just stay there, too. city life gets boring quite quickly.
silly me for not taking any pictures today >_<


"and i, i had a feeling that i belonged. and i, i had a feeling i could be someone."

dancing is my remedy.

i'm terrified.
genuinely terrified.


it's results day tomorrow.
i feel like hiding under a rock.
a massive boulder, preferably.

i am quite liking Yasmin's 'we'll hide in a cave with a bear' option though;;
which has now been named 'operation CUDDLE'. this girl's a genius (:

at this point in time, i'm slightly confused..why the sudden change of heart?
for the last week or so, you didn't speak to me at all, and when i tried to talk to you..it seemed like you just couldn't be bothered with me.
don't get me wrong, i 'm glad you're talking to me..even if it is just 'how are you?'
it seems so stupid. it IS so stupid. why am i wasting my time on you?
there are so many questions that i need answering. and i'll bet you can't even answer one of them.
oh, but i miss you.
"yeah you can try but i find the antidote, music is the cure."

i am a meerkat (:

i'm amazzeedd!
i'm actually awake, and it's 10am;; go me! haha xD

going out in about an hour or so to see a film with Anitaz and Hannah (:
should be a good dayy ^_^

~~~

i'm feeling quite nervous about results on Thursday though..
like, makes you want to hurl kinda nervous.
meeting Leanne in the morning though;; so we're gonna freak out all the way to school!
good luck to anyone who might be near us, you'll be getting an earful of:

'AAAGGGHHHHHHHH!!!! WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?!?!?! I'M GONNA DIEEEEEEEEE T_T'

in other words: stay away from any chinese girls looking quite stressed.