merry christmas! ^^

i know it's late xD
eee! i feel so spoilt this year!
i have a ridiculous amount of presents...but i love them ALLLLLLLLL! <3
they're all so amazingggg (:

 

 



























just a few xD
my sister bought me DDR <3
i've been on it almost everyday since, hehe~~
DON'T YOU LOVE THE HOT WATER BOTTLE LEANNE BOUGHT FOR ME?
it's heart shaped and furryyyyy ^^
ahhhhhhh, i love you alllllllll
♥

"groove, slam, work it back, filter that, baby bump that track."

WAHEY! :D

personal statement: FINISHED!
i feel much better now (:
just need to fill in the rest of the form and voila!
i'll be sending them off tomorrow. NO MORE DELAYS!

and then i can panic my way through the hoildays about my portfolio...*shivers*


went out to do my final bits of christmas shopping...and..general shopping xD
one more and i'm done!
so generally, a good day! (:

i might upload some photos of my buysss tomorrow (:

it's so colddddd

went out with Lai Ying and basically walked all around Kingston and Wimbledon xD
had a massive bag from The Entertainer with some fat boxes...
got on the bus to go home...and the stupid bag broke. not coollll!


but no worries! because i've now done most of my christmas shopping! (:
just two more left! yeaaahhhhhhhhhh ^^


anyway...
it's the christmas holidays now (:
but i'm panicking about my foundation applications..
Lai Ying helped to massacre my personal statement xD
so i now need to rewrite it and then send them off by Monday.
AND I MUST SORT OUT MY PORTFOLIO! aaaaggggghhhhhhhhhhh -_-"

exams in January too ):
so much stress...

my hair looks crazy..





"there's nothing you can do that can't be done."

brr.

i can't believe it's December already.
this year's gone by waaay too quickly...
where did it all go?

i haven't blogged much lately...nothing interesting has really happened
went to LCC today with Leanne and Aaron.
it was pretty cool..but i don't think i want to go there for foundation..

I NEED TO SORT MYSELF OUTTTTTTTTTTTT.

~~

anyway!
it's my brother's birthday tomorrow ^^
he's going to be two (:



he was having a haircut xD

"where were you, when everything was falling apart?"

it's raining..

it looks so horrible outside...
i miss the summerrr ):

haven't really got much to blog about at the moment..

but it's the weekend! ^^


must. do. work. grr.


"there there baby, it's just textbook stuff, it's in the ABC of growing up."

my head is spinning.

it's the end of half term already....and i'm ILL! D:
bad times.
haven't finished my work either >_<

but anyway~~
it's been a busy half termmm

Expo with Leanne on Saturday
& Tate with Leanne, Aaron and Joey on Wednesday...
but i have no pictures ):

also! it was Eba's birthday on Tuesday (:


[Alina decided to put her hand in front of my camera...]








[hahhahaha (:]


oh. i have pink shoes ^^

i love Leanne (:

hehehe;; xD



lu poh is so cuteeee ^_^

don't you think so too?

我数 1 2 3.

i haven't posted in a while.

half term next week! yaaaayyyyy! ^_^
must do some work though.

i need to get some portfolio work done as well ):
i haven't got anything yet...fail.

~~

i went to chinatown last week for Mid-Autumn Festival.
not very exciting, but i got some pictures (:





[the guy was hanging some lettuce from the window for the dragon to eat...it's good luck!]

"give 'em the old razzle dazzle.."

i went to see Chicago last night! (:









out tomorrow for Victoria's 18th ^_^
yaayyy!

and then to chinatown with Aaron on sunday for Mid-Autumn Festival..
in other words...MOONCAKESSSSS!! yeahh (:

looks like i'm busy this weekend..!

*headdesk*

i'm sure i should really be used to the stupid hours of sleep i'm getting...

but AGH. all this for ONE essay.
someone beat me, please~~

i really need to sort myself out.

something else dawned on me today.
even though it's been over 2 years...and i haven't spoken to you since..the new year?
and i know you won't read this. but;; i miss you so much.

"tracing patterns across a personal map and making pictures where the lines overlap."

erghhh, personal statements!

quite literally, it's killing me right now.
i have no idea what to write...and my deadline is on wednesday.
eeeerrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhh;;

i also managed to squash my thumb in a fridge the other day.
well, not really squash...more slammed.
did i mention it was a metal fridge as well? -_-"

i think i need to write about more interesting things.
but i have a boring life~ zzzzzzzzzzz...

oh! but i finished my biology coursework (:
shame it was only the first draft...¬_¬



"we've lost romance, this world has turned so see through."

i've got about 2 hours to kill...

just for a meeting...¬_¬

i could've gone home early and just relaxed...but now i'm sitting in the LRC attempting to do my coursework.
yep, the same one i've been complaining about ALL summer..>_<

and i have to work tonight ):
i really can't be bothered..but at least i have tomorrow off!
and i'll be using that time to DO MY COURSEWORK.
if i don't...well, i'll be doomed.


so...end of the second week back at school..i guess it's okay.
still think i could've done with a longer sumer though;;
then again, who doesn't?


"Compaction is directly affected by field machine weight, tire size and tire inflation pressure."
i think i've read the same sentence about a thousand times now..
it's driving me mad;;


"if nothing else, i'll think the bells inside have finally found you someone else and that's okay, cos i'll remember everything you sang."

it's the end of summer holidays..):

and i really don't want to go back...

i've stupidly left my biology coursework to the last minute.
and now i'm stressing.
my bad..>_<

i actually have no idea what i'm writing for it either...

i really hope my timetable is better than last year as well!



but yeah.
i'm not looking forward to tomorrow ):


"that's what you get when you let your heart win."

i have a new haircut (:

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
i almost had a heartattack with the amount of hair that just fell in my lap...
but hey, it's okay!





[xD i love Leanne (:]






haha, i look like an idiot (:

aaghhhh...): back to school on tuesday...
a whole load of biology coursework to do...
and still zero motivation.

damn.

"could you wave goodbye to sun? the sea, the stars, the waves, the tide?"

i'm gonna make it mine.

i got my results...BCDE.
let's not talk about that though!

i went to Brighton today (:
and i realised something.
or more, i've pictured myself somewhere other than here in London.

i know it sounds...pathetic.
i think i'd like to go to a university by the coast. provided i get the grades of course.
i'd like to live by the sea...there's something about it..
it seems so appealing, and i have to admit, i do love the sea..even if i can't swim! xD

maybe i'll just stay there, too. city life gets boring quite quickly.
silly me for not taking any pictures today >_<


"and i, i had a feeling that i belonged. and i, i had a feeling i could be someone."

dancing is my remedy.

i'm terrified.
genuinely terrified.


it's results day tomorrow.
i feel like hiding under a rock.
a massive boulder, preferably.

i am quite liking Yasmin's 'we'll hide in a cave with a bear' option though;;
which has now been named 'operation CUDDLE'. this girl's a genius (:

at this point in time, i'm slightly confused..why the sudden change of heart?
for the last week or so, you didn't speak to me at all, and when i tried to talk to you..it seemed like you just couldn't be bothered with me.
don't get me wrong, i 'm glad you're talking to me..even if it is just 'how are you?'
it seems so stupid. it IS so stupid. why am i wasting my time on you?
there are so many questions that i need answering. and i'll bet you can't even answer one of them.
oh, but i miss you.
"yeah you can try but i find the antidote, music is the cure."

i am a meerkat (:

i'm amazzeedd!
i'm actually awake, and it's 10am;; go me! haha xD

going out in about an hour or so to see a film with Anitaz and Hannah (:
should be a good dayy ^_^

~~~

i'm feeling quite nervous about results on Thursday though..
like, makes you want to hurl kinda nervous.
meeting Leanne in the morning though;; so we're gonna freak out all the way to school!
good luck to anyone who might be near us, you'll be getting an earful of:

'AAAGGGHHHHHHHH!!!! WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?!?!?! I'M GONNA DIEEEEEEEEE T_T'

in other words: stay away from any chinese girls looking quite stressed.

hello, Piano!

i'm trying my hand at my piano again.

unsuccessfully, might i add.

but i do love this song, and i want to try and learn to play it~

[Yiruma - River Flows In You]

i wish i could play like that..>_<

we'll see how far i get with my youtube tutorials xD

i don't think it helps that my piano is extremely out of tune either.

but i love it all the same;; ♥

[hahahaa, i look so grumpy...and stupid! (:]

ahhh, so cute ah!

i went with Leanne to New Malden todayyy;;

she got a haircut. it's so cute!

eee!! (: ♥

don't really have much to blog about today...

althoughhh...

Leanne sent me this link yesterday, and it actually made me smile..

it's so cute! ~i don't think that's the right term for it...but hey!

http://www.operationbeautiful.com/

i think you should check it out, and spread the word.

[just because we're too cool....hahha xD]

this could become a habit.

another 3am post?

this'll get boring after a while.
give me a day, i'll go back to blogging at normal hours of the day. maybe.


i've been at my cousin's house all day...and staying the night.
it beats staying at home. especially when it's the last place you want to be.

i find it odd that i prefer to be here though. i thought it would make me feel worse.


it's a funny thing, life.
throws all sorts of crap at you.


i imagine i'm not the best company at the moment. my apologies to you;;

i can't sleep tonight.

it's just one of those nights.
i'm sitting in my bed, completely in the dark...i can just barely make out my keyboard from the light from my screen.
i think i've been here one too many times now.

i'm not really in the mood. but hey..there's not much else i can do at 3 something in the morning.

i did feel up for a walk.
i have those moments. when it's so quiet out in the street;; it's quite peaceful, dark and there's no one else about.
i wouldn't dare though - as Leanne knows of my fear for the trees on my street;; i know you're laughing right now.
that and my parents would probably shoot me and throw me down a well. or something like that.



btw. 麗瑛:
thank you. i owe you my life.
you never fail to make me smile, even when all i want to do is curl up in a ball and cry my eyes out.
tonight wouldn't have been so bearable if you hadn't been there.
i don't know what i would do without you.
i hope you know i'd do the same for you too.
我愛你~ <3


& to you. the reason i'm sat here now, writing this:
i don't want to waste my tears over you. but i just can't help it.
it looks like i fell too fast. and i feel like a fool.

"so tonight i'll sit and pick apart your pictures and overanalyse your words."

it's been a while...

i'm not feeling too good at the moment.. ):

last week was quite eventful though (:

went over to my cousin's house for a barbecue on Sunday, and stayed over for his party on Monday night xD
it was fun ^_^

[in the middle of a game of 'i've never..']

i reckon my tomato-look was starting to fade then...sort of, hahha >_<

and then had a late lunch with Leanne & co. on Thursday;;
Wagamama's first, then off to the parrkkk:

[peach iced tea and chicken katsu curryyyyyy! ^_^]

[is it just me? or does Kirsten look like a floating head?]

and some photos from Leanne's camera...

haha (:

was at the park on Saturday too, gotta love the park xD ♥

shame that my good mood wasn't long-lived though.

"we'll hide if we see any cars..."

Leanne makes me laugh (:

i'm currently waiting for Leanne, Kirsten and Stephanie to appear at my door..
let's hope they get the right door number!

i think today's going to be quite interesting xD



i think i've spotted them xD

let's have an adventure!

so, myself and Leanne took a trip into Central London to have a look at some galleries and museums (:

didn't get to a good start though, seeing as the Saatchi Gallery was actually 'closed for a private event'.
but heyyy, we still went to V&A (:
gotta love the V&A ^_^

unfortunately, my terrible camera didn't capture any decent photos whilst we were there..
although, credits to Leanne, i did like this:

[Japanese travelling cape]

after that? a trip down to Chinatown for some Purikura and a pork bun, haha xD
managed to get a new phone charm too (:


[ignore my terrible looking phone, it's currently dying after it's one too many batterings...]

[i bet you wish you were with us, don't you?]

and, y'know..all the other coolness of wandering around London;;

[this lady was standing on top of a plinth..thingy and making massive bubbles, quite exciting really]

[i like this one (: Leanne's so pretty (don't go disagreeing with me 麗瑛!)]

also met up with Malene today ^_^

[don't you think Stephanie is adborable?! with her new haircut...which isn't too clear here]

she's back off to Norway tomorrow ):
but it's alright! 'cos there's always facebook xD

so that was my day.
how was yours? (:

"her t-shirt says 'i ♥ HK'..."

and what?! i love it (:

went Kingston with Leanne today ^_^
and had a bit of a shopping spree (mainly me doing the spending...)

some of my buys today (:

good times, man. good times! :D

i think the last one looks a bit funny xD
shame i had to go to work afterwards...